April 13, 2020Missive

Above the hum of the washing machine

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Above the hum of the washing machine

I heard a bell ring,

Over on the building site

Another truck was

Waiting by the gate

Ready to be filled with

The sad remains

Of an old tenement

I too am transported,

Back into my childhood

A rag’n’bone man

With horse and cart

Walked the neighbourhood

Clip-clop... Clip-clop

The creak of leather and wood

The scrape of metal wheel rims

On concrete

The ragged man rang a big brass bell

‘Any old iron...Any old iron’

He would shout

But just to be fair

‘Old’ did sound more like ‘owl’

Lonnie Donegan

Had a big hit record

In the fifties

Or was it the early sixties

With a song called ‘Any old iron’

One of of many

‘My owl man’s a dustman’

Was another

He was a favourite of my mother

I was more the Beatles

And the Stones

Cream and Jimi Hendrix

Muddy Waters, Jelly Roll

White boys getting off

On black Americana

Oh how we loved the hype

Sing the blues like Jack Johnson

Play guitar ‘like ringing a bell’

Even though we were

Never Johnny

Just a white stripe

With disguise written

All the way through

Like seaside candy

From Blackpool Pleasure Beach

Postwar exotica

We were too naive

To understand

The meaning of erotica

The rag’n’bone man

Carried an aquarium

Filled with Goldfish

At the back

And if we took out copper

Bits and pieces

Or a ‘Singer’ sewing machine

We could take one home

In a see through plastic bag

To swim around in circles

For a few days

In a glass bowl,

My mum had once used for trifle,

Until they mysteriously

Disappeared

And we had to wait

For the next time

We would hear the bell

And the ‘rag’n’bone man

Reappeared.

Was it you

Who passed this way

In the shadow

Before the fade of resistance

Brought the fragile filament

Into a plunge of darkness

Sending a shiver

Of goosebumps

Down my exposed arm

Hairs really do stand on end

A survival mechanism

From prehistoric times

When being hunted

Was an everyday occurrence

The stairwell

Not a place to linger

When draughty air

Sets heightened nerves a tingle

The jangle of a windchime

Barely heard

Above the beating of my heart

Was it you

Who whispered

From the bedroom

Bade me enter

Sheltered me in sleep

Right through to morning

When upon rising

A slough of trepidation

Shrugged away

In satisfaction

Of surviving

Yet another confluence

Of mystic agitation

As the agnostic

And spiritual

Halves of my internal

Dimension

Cleaved by circumstance

Met once more at midnight

In negotiation

For my soul

Whatever and wherever

This may be deemed

To be.