Empty rooms.
Empty rooms.
Speaking out loud,
In search of answers,
As a reprieve,
From the hurt of silence.
The rebuttal,
An assault on the ears,
A wilful hurl of echoes.
The gap between
Two sounds is endless
And to build a bridge
Across the deepening divide,
Brazen words tumble out
In a curse of defiance.
Fighting a tide of indifference
They lose their bearings,
Fall to the floor,
Bounce across the room,
And ping off tight lipped walls
That guard
Their privacy well.
Whole sentences
Dissipate in a welter
Of irreverent disregard,
Shatter into a splatter of
Pointless unease.
Slide recklessly
Over the worktop,
Dribble across a short
Row of dishes,
Standing to attention,
On the drainer,
Clean white lines,
Air drying.
The odd phrase,
Dripping, down,
Into the sink.
Crumbs of comfort
Hide in a biscuit barrel,
A taste of
Short bread relief,
Fortifying the spirit
For a moment,
And you pour a drink.
Too much time
To think.
Music plays,
A new playlist
Almost free of association.
A sounding board
For the steam iron,
Straightening the creases
On collars and cuffs,
The effort enough
To keep up appearances.
So much space,
That once felt smaller
When life was bigger.
The challenge now
Is to fill the room,
And stem the slippage,
As deeper troughs of
Insignificance loom,
Ever larger.