May 7, 2020Poem

Growing old disgracefully

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Growing old disgracefully

When my five senses lie

As useless as a broken lamp

In a land of deepest darkness

With air as thickly drawn

As a barrel full of treacle

My luck will have escaped me

Left me high and dry

Tossed out of the frying pan

Too inhospitably placed

To feel the heat

My recklessness is the petard

To cause my world to fall

Hard down upon a sword

Less noble than it may sound

In stories of the Samurai

When self-sacrifice was a commonality

What of mortality

When so many games are played

With little sense of danger

When all my five senses lie

What would be the truth of life

How would I come to know

Of the strangest things

To happen to the best of us

When the rest of us look on

Numbed by too numerous

An exposure to reality

To expect the best of life

When what has always come to pass

Is a gradual withdrawal

A sideways crawl

Crabwise in decline

Inch by torturous inch

Toward the obscure

Where common senses fail us

As the connection

Between the world

And us, is mired

In soulless propaganda