April 17, 2025Missive

There is smoke in the air

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There is smoke in the air

The smell of bacon

From the kitchen

The fire in the belly of the whale

Smoulders

As he snoozes

The fat of his bloating, coating

The underside of his vest.

She is pushing the baby

Out of the door

The ooze of another tattoo

Still red from the needle

Homemade handmaid

A pretty charade

To cover the scar

From the blade

Honed in anger and spit.

Living in fear

For so long she feels at home

In despair

Walking dark streets

The baby rattling in the chair

Prattling for want of feeding.

Smelly, dirty and unkempt

She feels the contempt

Of strangers

Even in the dark

When she can smile unseen.

Singing to herself

Well remembered songs

From a time long gone

When her dreams were different.

Until they became tainted

With the strain of living

In the shadow

Of the gutter

The stench of disease

The pain of disaffection.

There is no heaven

In her marriage

No comfort in her bed

No welcome in the eyes of

The people she meets.

He remains supine

Half asleep and half awake

He is a devil for his liquor

Has an appetite for bruising

Whilst caressing

Her skin

With the back of his hand.

He calls it love

But whatever else

No matter the pain

Snow, hail or rain

She will still

Get back home

Before he wakes for his supper.