I opened the door to a stranger
I opened the door to a stranger
Wondering at his appearance,
Who was more confused?
We were all boxed up
Repackaged, wrapped up separately
Divided into sections
Placed side by side
It was like a cemetery
With fewer flowers.
Did he have a worldview
Was he restricted by mobility
Or the high-rise complex
Which blocked out all the light
Did he have a reason to believe
Or was his situation
Too unclear.
Something about his appearance
Was familiar
Although I did not know his name
Perhaps he was a neighbour
In need of some assistance
A cup of sugar
A glass of sipping whisky
A chat over coffee
Looking out over the house next door
Through the space between rooftops
At a sliver of blue.
A sea view
Was advertised
But only from the rooftop garden
Nobody stayed up there very long
The heat from the sun
Burned holes in the dermis.
The glazed expression
Was a worry
Either he was having a stroke
Or choking on a chicken bone
Sorely in need of a slap on the back
Or the Heimlich manoeuvre
Which was quite an intimate thing to do
To a stranger.
I believe I said all of these words out loud,
He mouthed them back
In parody
Or an empathetic response
Perhaps he was an expert in body language
Reflecting techniques and mirroring
Which is an unusual gift
To present itself in the dead of the night
When the world had ended
At midnight.
We faced each other
Even as the lights dimmed,
A lack of motion tripping the sensors
Into submission.
I could see him clearly
The very fact of him
At that time and in that place,
Confusion writ large across his face,
Was a cause of acute embarrassment
For as long as it took
To lock and bolt the door
Leaving him on the other side.
I knew him not
And yet
It pains me so to say,
I knew him so well.