September 11, 2025Poem
It felt like death
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It felt like death
Stuck
Deep in the mud
Lying alongside me
Was America
The whole of it
Supine
Struggling, half done
Each arm and leg
Pulling in a different direction
Going down
I stood on its nose
All the better to pull myself clear.
It was a swamp of fools
Russia was there
With North Korea and China
Tugging at each other
Politely distrustful.
All weighed down
With military hardware
And insignia
They were bound to sink
Eventually.
I couldn't bear the stink
Of it
I am allergic
To despair
And a certain kind of idiocy.
Sneezing
Came in convulsive waves
Loosening the hold
Ennui had over me.
The horror of such proximity
To destruction
Buoyed me up
Shook me free
Until I was alive again
Dreaming of a free world.
Breathing easy,
In sweet release.