In those, other days
In those, other days
When grey was no more than it should be
Coolly understated
Brown, more
Or maybe just less
Than a mood best left alone,
Unless it is October,
With leaves tumbling down
When
In the Sun’s autumn sparkle
Even a brown
Can be tinged with gold.
In those days
Before the wall grew taller
More imposing
Blocking out sunlight
Turning from blue to grey
Heading into purple
The blackness of midnight
Without a pinprick
To bring a spark of redemption
To the lonely heart,
Rapidly beating
In a race toward oblivion,
The wall stood.
Smooth and imposing
Impenetrable
Handhold free
Blood red
In the sunset
As cold as ice in winter,
Sometimes, even in summer.
When the north winds blow
The frost rimes on an eyelash
Tears freeze
On the cheek
The wall is all there is.
In those days
Before the imposition
Of regret
I would rest my hands
On it
And gaze
Out into the vault
Wider than July.
Even in January,
With the world standing still,
I could always see
What lay on the other side.
In those far-off days
When grey was only a colour
To wash over,
With a light brush
A cool facade
Without rancour
And leaves were more than
Moody brown,
I stood,
Before the wall.