It is lonely,
It is lonely,
With only one voice
Whispering on the inside.
But it can be peaceful.
It is easy to imagine
The chaos
Of an internal dialogue,
Becoming so closed,
It would be a struggle,
To separate
Truth, from fiction.
Creating a train wreck,
Of upside down
Inside out illusions,
Paranoid delusions,
Tearing me out of this
Cosy reverie.
Does that bring me closer
To an understanding.
Should I float away
In a subtle shift
Of inspiration,
Slipping into the warm
Waters of my soul,
And swim with dolphins.
Talk to an eagle
As it soars
In its eternal search
For prey.
Singular in purpose.
Will this teach me
How to focus.
And in this concentration
Will I hear a quiet voice,
Asking me to wait,
Settle down a minute,
Accept my fate,
Spend time dreaming,
Pick up a piece of soft wood,
Choose a small,
Sharp knife, and whittle.
Make something useful,
Instead of wasting time,
Waiting for an echo
In my heart,
To remind me,
Of what it means,
To be human.