It should be good.
It should be good.
He counted stars
There was weeping
The pillow is a lonely place
To be
She is elsewhere
Beside him is a ghost
It haunts the crook of his arm
The bend of his neck
Toward absent lips
Dispelled by a phantom
There is no kiss
There is no sleeping.
As the moon slips over
The world is empty
There is more space than stars
She is not among them
Unless she is.
The shadows are full
Of pretence
Old laughter
Once forgot
Echoes in a vault.
The sky is maudlin
Bearing its weight
With nary a care
To repeat itself.
Different in every way
From yesterday
And yet
Much the same tomorrow.
Dreams are a mockery
Of delusion
There is little in the wish
A lack of fulfilment.
Dissatisfaction
Would be a gift
It bears promise
The rumple of sweated sheets
Bundled and twisted
A hangman’s knot
Left in suspension.
The brunt of yesterday
Carried forward with regularity
Its silence
More insistent
With every whispered prayer.