It was a dream.
It was a dream.
I stood in a dressing room
Holding a pair of underpants
Too big for me
Which is all very strange
Until I think about
The scale of things.
Everything I conceive
Is shaped from deep within
A great bowl
Of sky
The claw marks
On the clouds
As I attempt to climb out
The trace of blood on my fingertips
Turning to rust
Heavy tears abrading
The skin like iron filings.
Opening my eyes makes little difference
There is an opalescent quality
To the world outside
Which may or not exist tomorrow.
The weight of expectation
To survive
Is as heavy as a flat iron
Squashing down
Taking out the creases
Pushing the air out
With a pop
Of escaping gas.
I realise
I need to wear my big-boy pants
There is a moral
Beneath the taunt of everyday
Concerns.
The dream is over
Nothing really changes
Without insight.
Opening dream-filled eyes
To the blood and guts
The spattering of chaos
In the out-there
Is worthy of attention.
Better by far
Than the opaque reality
Of old dreams
Handed down from one
Sleep to the next.
Too long
Taking root
As the world zips by
Waiting in hope of escape.
A saving grace
To be pulled into the arms
Of an angel.
But they only exist
For the wishful
Their touch restricted
To the fallen.
And whilst I might be falling
I am yet to reach the ground
Perhaps the time has come
To fly.