Before the Waking
She opens,
Like a flower
In early morning,
As the sun comes up
Unaware of the coming storm,
The rain clouds
That gather,
On the horizon,
Waiting to push over,
With the wind change,
As it surely must,
It is the way
Of things.
But she exists
For such times.
A promise
Of spring,
And the chance
To bloom in peace,
Gathering strength
From a milky sun,
Filtered through
Heavy curtains,
Hung, to keep
Out a night time
Light that bleeds
Through uncovered
City windows.
She misses the little
And great plough,
The seven sisters,
Replaced
By the sparkling lights
Of a thousand cars
On the highway.
Shooting stars,
Never meant to wish on.
She borders dreams,
Drifting, effortlessly.
Slipping in and out
Of her head
She recollects childhood,
When the city
Was a far away galaxy.
A supernova,
With the power
To draw her in.
A black hole
Of voracious appetite,
Hungry for souls.
There might yet,
Be a way back,
If only she could find it.
If he smiles
When he wakes,
And takes her
In his arms,
Like the first time,
It will be a good day.
She will forget
This half lit reverie.
But the signs
Were not good,
The liquor bottle
Lay on the bed,
Empty.
A damp brown stain
On the counterpane.
A crystal tumbler,
Broken on the floor,
The tiny pieces
Catch the light,
Twinkling like
A ground frost.
Maybe this is
The time to go,
In this momentary
Early morning warning,
Before the waking,
And the breaking,
Of the storm,
Once more.