October 18, 2022Missive

So much of what is seen goes unnoticed

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So much of what is seen goes unnoticed

Internal mechanisms

Filter out the overload

The balance of probability is maintained,

Unconsciously.

So many people say they have never understood

Statistics

Algebra redefined as a human construct

Catching ourselves before we slip

Holding the world to account

For its misdeeds

Closing the book on excuses,

The way we pay attention

Weighted in favour of previous experience,

Finding humour in the inconsistent nature

Of selective attention,

Individual differences

Are often overlooked.

And an overbite

(which to some extent

Is irrelevant but adds colour to the recollection)

Drop his briefcase

On the floor of a tube train,

Out rolled a small bottle of Viagra

And a box of condoms,

I admired his confidence

Which was mislaid in the fumble

Of retrieval.

The carriage swayed violently

From side to side

To the rhythm of a machine gun,

Karma staccato.

I am careful to mind the gap

Between reality and reason

When a train jolts

I am catapulted into an old memory

Of terrorism and bloodlust

Why does the brain do that?

Years can slip by in a moment

Was Bill Sticker ever caught

Did he really get prosecuted?

When did shoplifting become

A fashionable pastime

For the wealthy classes

Suffering an existential crisis

Of insufficient veracity

To recover their senses

Before feeling the weight of the law

Brush their sleeves

Their pockets full of posies.

A Romany woman with a baby

Holds out a plastic cup,

Heather has a way of getting everywhere,

Grief can be a murderer

A curse on the tip of her tongue,

Make a wish and watch the carnage unfold,

When the worst always seems to happen.

Mark my words

So much of what is important

Is lost in the process of thinking

Until one day we realise

Nothing really matters

Unless there is balance

On both sides of the equation.

Nothing ever adds up,

Until all the questions have been answered

Satisfactorily,

As requested.