November 10, 2016Missive

Some days you just feel old.

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Some days you just feel old.

Dying began long ago,

Even before birth.

Nothing remains,

Everything evolves,

Reaches an end point,

Whether in maturity

Or prematurely,

In a welter of absurdity.

It is hard to parody tragedy,

But ending is a never avoided

Once in a lifetime

Proposition,

Whatever the young may think

When they play with mortality

As if it was a play station.

Deterioration

Is a mysterious affair,

Some days

Are still as bright as the first.

With a thirst that rages for life,

Even when the flesh

Is less than fresh

And struggles to comply

With demand.

Those days still fly

But they leave a mark

On the way down,

The after burn

Needs a longer recovery.

Other days are grey with longing,

Blackened with foreboding,

Heavy limbed,

Wading in fat air

As brown as lentil soup,

Unbranded

At a knock down price.

Drowning in health conscious

Sterility,

Bored to death,

By good intentions

And the predictable stench

Of decay,

As happens to all,

In the end.

Come what may.