October 2, 2024Missive

The kitchen is not a safe place

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The kitchen is not a safe place

For a meltdown

It could be a museum

To the lost art

Of self-care

If not for the guilt

I would feel

If I chose indolence

Over activity

Sinking to the bottom

Of the biscuit tin

Staying my hand from executing

The instruction

To ovenbake

Necking the spirits

For elevenses

I wonder about the impression

I make when I speak

Or don’t

Second-guessing my impact

Undervaluing my contribution

Or do I?

Perhaps I overstate my position

In the countback.

I could be an escaped lunatic

Living in purdah

Behind closed doors

Hiding in the larder

Time runs at its own speed

When I stop waiting for it

To pass.

Swilling butter

Around in a deep pan,

Assessing the meaning of empathy

When I lost touch with myself years ago.

Basting a chicken

Marinading a steak

Pigs eat anything

Even each other

Lions and Tigers do too.

Chimps make chumps

Out of interlopers

Tearing them into bite-size chunks.

Outsiders always get the short end

Of the stick

Which sounds like a painful way

To toast bread.

I made a batter

It is preferable to rolling

In breadcrumbs

I laugh at the innuendo.

I must be a lunatic

To laugh when alone

To make jokes in the kitchen.

Toilet humour is a thing

Apparently

Do people wait until they have an audience?

I have always believed

Talking in a public toilet

Is not etiquette,

As the onion does its thing

And I am crying again.

If anybody could see me now

They would say

“I told you so”

Satisfaction guaranteed,

I aim to please.

Perhaps I have spent too long

Doing just that

I could disappear

In a puff of smoke

Who would know?

I would

Until I don’t

But the fire alarm

Would surely go.

The neighbours would be inconvenienced

Which is not a joke

There is nothing funny

About a sausage

But people do laugh at the strangest things

Even in retrospect.