June 22, 2023Poem

The road ahead sweeps with

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The road ahead sweeps with

The flow of glacial ice

The ground smoothed

By an ancient hand

With little regard

For eroticism

The architecture of buildings

A tumble of old stone

Mountains full of broken dreams.

In a bar where the whisky tastes

Second hand

I spill beer into my mouth

It stains the pipes

The barmaid is too familiar

When she took me for a fool

Not for the first time.

There was no room to escape

Her clutches

Not without making a concession

So I left

Which seemed the right thing to do.

There was always another bar

Where being alone

Would feel more private.

The whisky on the table

In the kitchen a more reliable

Indicator of isolation.

Even as the last bus leaves

There is always a trail

Of sad souls to follow

And the stars look the same

Wherever I go.

Lying prone

On damp grass

Gazing up, into the vast dome

Is a shared experience

Between lovers.

Falling in a drunken heap,

A dead swoon

Sleeping outside in the open

Talking to the wind

Hoping for an answer

Is better not to be seen or heard

A death wish is friendless.

Discovery is an adventure

Waking up in a field

Is only a short step

From humiliation

Waking up alone on the kitchen floor

Is a familiar accompaniment

To self-sabotage

Its only compensation

Is in its availability.