January 2, 2022Poem

The Spurs game I watched earlier was very poor.

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The Spurs game I watched earlier was very poor.

I have seen hard times

Been acquainted with cheap vino

Drunk straight from the bottle

Carried in a brown paper bag

Stuffed into the pocket of an old

Army greatcoat

Belonging to my Dad

Who wore it in action

Whilst I wandered between one bad

Decision and the next

Squandering my privilege

On pipedreams

Dodging bullets delivered in silver paper

Waited in line for a bed

At St Mungo’s

Used an astringent to stop copious bleeding

After an altercation

With a bouncer

Operating a strict no-entry policy.

Fallen off a wall

Cracked my head like an Eggman

In a nursery rhyme

Slept in the rain

Under cardboard

Walked all night to find the morning

Creep up over the edge of a sink estate

Replicating a scene from Apocalypse Now

As I watched a host of homeless people

Run from a police helicopter

Under the lights

Hailstones falling like napalm.

Felt a hand on my collar

Spent all night on a concrete bed

Drying out before meeting the judge

Ran into a wall

When the high

Reached down to the very bottom,

Fried chicken on a skillet

Under the M4

Eaten caviar and canapes

In the Grosvenor

Whilst being auditioned for a part in humility

Failing to remember the lines

Washing up on a beach

In Dorset.

Lived La Vida Loca,

House sat in Sandbanks

Gilded walls in Canonbury,

A stone's throw from Pentonville,

Came to the attention of the law.

Played fast and loose with the truth

Spent all night

Trying to find a car

That had been towed

Argued with the nightguard

Over the release fee.

Gazed in awe

At the sight of a blood moon

Hanging in a velvet sky

As the smoke from a bonfire

Of old tyres burned my eyes

And made love

In an old Ford Prefect rusting

In a field by the side of the motorway

After a free concert in Hyde Park

When I was a teen

And lied about my age

To buy a bottle of Bell’s

From the off-licence on the corner.

The owner

A kindly-looking man

With a squint

Told me to be careful

And find my way home

Before my luck ran out

My luck ran out.