July 14, 2025Missive

There is nothing to lift me

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There is nothing to lift me

No strings attached

Keeping me grounded

The boards are still wet from high tide

An Osprey glides

Higher, lower

Faster slower

I will never fly so high

But I am up there with him

Looking down through his eyes

There is little to it

I can feel the power

Flowing through his body

Built to kill

There are no fish to be seen

They have his measure

For now.

I sit on a low stone wall

The cold seeping through

My board shorts

Into a marbled backside

Inherently bony

The fat on me long since gone

If it ever existed,

Nobody sees themselves

The way another sees them.

My muscle and sinew

Never a match for the hawk

Not even a Magpie

A feral pigeon

Stuffed full of dry bread,

The crumbs from a table

Meant for sparrows and tits.

I wonder at the ease

Of my mind’s wander

From human to raptor

The hawk swoops

Its claws snag

And up it soars

A silvery wriggle

Catching the light

In a spray of water.

A big fish

It will feed him,

With enough for his family.

They will not be far

And just like him, I turn for home

Where I will shower

Prepare coffee and scavenge a biscuit,

We are all hunters

In our way.