We are elegiac.
We are elegiac.
I will know nothing of it
Stumbling in the dark
The filth of a broken life
Loose tongues
Looser bowels
Cognitive incontinence
The blind man’s ditch
The last dregs of life
Swept along
Tearing at the memory
Jumbling it all up
With muck and vomit.
The grumble of rot
From the mourners
The pious bleeders
Until they too go.
She held my hand
So very small
Her fingers curled about my thumb
She is grown
Into a woman
The very best of me
She said she would never leave
I guess she never did.
The blaze of the sun
Is a sorry sight
From the muddied floor
The ruin of the many
With a foolish dream
That becomes a nightmare.
The sickness of life
Is in its mundanity.
Absence of risk
Is fraught with danger
The stench of horror
Is in the ease
With which life
Is sold short.
I blundered
Into a cul-de-sac
There is never any coming back
Stagger on
Fall face down
Swallow pride
As easily as ditch water.
Drink to me only with thine eyes
The slightest touch
Will disturb the dust.
Let me be
I am at home now
Among the dead men.
I know their names
We all end up together
Cheek by jowl
Head to toe
Biodegradable.
I will always be
Where you can find me
Let my fingers go
I am but a hand’s breadth away.