With his eyes closed
With his eyes closed
He could be anywhere
From Chattanooga
To Istanbul.
Constantinople.
The rhythm of the train
Lulled him
With its fraudulent comfort
Pretending to care
When it had taken the last
Of his stash to pay the fare
If only he had waited
Until payday
At the end of the week
But the band was a crock
The leader an arse
Maybe the next one would be better
Perhaps they would use his music.
His head nodded to the clickety-clack
Yackety-yack
Don’t look back.
He had travelled this way before
Knew the track
Better than he knew people.
The others in the carriage
Looked either lost or bored
Except for the woman
Wearing glasses on top of her head
Either she was unconscious or dead.
He had stood in the buffet car
For ages
Dreaming of Casablanca
The Orient Express
Velvet curtains
Shady characters
Pipe dreams and magical thinking.
If only life was as much fun
As his imagination.
He wondered what other people did
Stuck on an Intercity train for hours
As the world zipped by the window
No sooner had he spotted a landmark
Than it was gone,
Everything in retrograde.
The woman opposite
Gave a shudder
Drool rolled down her chin
Pooling on the mohair.
He had a sweater somewhere
He might have left it on
The piano stool
With the stains on his soul
Discolouring the wool
It would end up in the bin.
There is no justice for goats
He thought.
What’s so great about them anyway?
He mumbled aloud.
The woman’s eyes flickered,
As his head nodded
In unison,
Sleep had staked its claim.