Within the child
Within the child
Sometimes
When a baby
Turns its big, round eyes
On you
The bright liquidity
The intelligence
The curiosity
Haunting them
Somewhere behind the pupil
And the retina
Where the soul sits
Waiting to spear you
With a question
Once it discovers language.
I say ‘it’,
When it might not be fashionable
Or decorous
To refer to a baby as an ‘it’
But sometimes it is hard
To ascertain
Pink or blue is anathema.
It's not as if you can ask them
Preferred pronouns aside.
But in any event,
Sometimes,
When you look at them
It feels like they know you.
Deep down
Beneath the mask
The protective layers
You wear
To ward against evil,
Well,
The barbs of other people.
The heartbreakers,
Soul takers
Undertakers
We all wear the scars
Of naivety somewhere.
Sometimes
It is as if they are saying
“I see you.”
Frame that as you will
It can be scary,
Or
It can be liberating
For just a moment,
To be a child again
Touching the spark.
Blubber along
For the time it takes
To connect
Slobber a little
Find yourself anew
Don’t join in
With the venting of the bowels
Though
As other adults
Have little time for that.