February 12, 2022Missive

Caravan adventures

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Caravan adventures

Why did we go to Crimdon Dene

To sit on a clifftop

In a caravan

Rain battering down all day long,

With the sound of it

An artillery barrage,

We were a platoon of young soldiers

Huddled around a fold-down table

Ashtrays overflowing with

The dogends of Capstan full strength

Aunt Doris smoked Kensitas

For the coupons

She died too young

Withered into a wheelchair

Right before our eyes

MS they said

I thought M&S was a shop

In the town centre

I didn’t want to go there for ages

Just in case of infection

I still buy their underwear

We played cards for pennies

In the flickering light

Of gas wall lamps

There was something

Strangely ritualistic about lighting them

With a taper

Careful not to damage the mantels

The shadows could be scary

Especially when there was lightning

Closely followed by thunder

My brother and I hid under

The blankets we brought from home

Counting the seconds

Waiting for the caravan to explode

Careful not to disturb

The cooking pot between us

Artfully placed to catch the drips from the

Sagging roof

We held on to our pee

Afraid to go outside

The ground sopping wet

All the way across to the privy

We shared with four other

Holiday families

Making light of the discomfort

With bulldog spirit

Mum and Dad made friends for life

So they said

I just remember Aunt Doris

And her husband, Ken

I always thought he was Scottish

But he was born just up the road

In Houghton

Where they had the best harvest festival

In Durham

Dodgem cars and a Ghost train

I was never sure where

Madi Gras and fancy dress

Fitted into a church service

But it worked

Almost as well as the miners Gala

In Durham

When the sun always seemed to shine

On brass bands

And teenagers came of age

Under the bleachers

Behind the boxing arena

Where local youths could win

A fiver if they lasted one round

With a guy the size

Of Andre the Giant

He wore extra-large gloves

To cushion his effect

We looked forward to it

Even as we huddled together

In a caravan that once was a bus

Making shadow plays

With our hands

Listening to the rain

As a counterpoint

To adult laughter

Making the best of memories

From the days

When making do and mending

Was a national pastime.