It is in the timing,
It is in the timing,
All things are.
However obliquely
There is a sequence
Of events that need to occur
Before it is safe to proceed.
Unconsciously
We assess and establish
Degrees of probability
Formulate plans of action
And compute a series
Of procedures
Whilst switching our attention
From one thing to another.
Through the repeated performance
Of everyday tasks.
We wash, get dressed, eat breakfast
And clean our teeth
With thoughts elsewhere.
Marking time,
Rehearsing the day
Hoping a headache will go away,
We think of meetings we have
And what we will say.
If all is well
And we finish all we start,
With no warning bells
Or flutter of the heart
We just continue on our way.
But there are occasions,
When synchronicity is challenged.
Timing goes awry,
And the internal clock,
The metronome,
Upon which we all rely
Begins to change its pace.
It might slow down or speed up and race
This may precipitate a dis-ease
With our place in the world
And we begin to fear
Every single thing.
A door can be a coffin
A room become a cell
Miscounting time can
Be a jailor,
Discounting all our tears,
Sully all our trials.
And out of shame or fear
We develop a new strategy
Of prolonged procrastination
To a very high degree,
Spend hours involved in
A form of meditation,
Refining just one task.
Re-defining its limits
And if anyone should ask,
We bluff and bluster, filibuster
`Till the cows come home
And in the end
They melt away,
To leave us on our own,