Nobody knows
Nobody knows
Once the door is closed
English castles
Dingy dungeons recalled
Long gone now
The scullery and meat safe
A washstand in the street
For the miners
An unlit loft
With water pipes
That froze in winter
For lack of lagging
And adequate heating
Wandering the lowlands
In search of one another
Playing soldiers
Using sticks
As weapons
Country children
Acting out the stories
We were handed down
Wet socks always
Wedged into the toe-end
Of wellington boots
Snow white fingers
Cold as ice
Aching in front of the fire
Grandma always had chilblains
Dreaming of America
Where kitchens had refrigerators
Nothing is forgotten
Until it is.
Once the door is closed
Angels can be monsters
There were no good times
Just heavy locks
On coalhouse doors
Loose lips sink ships
Never talk to strangers
Whistleblowers are
The messengers who get shot
Why do we believe tall stories
But rage against a truth
When it is inconvenient
We were told
No more war
But there were tall trees
Decked out in snow
That sparkled in sunlight
So bright it was close to blinding
Blackthorn was a bitter fruit
Best used in baking
Until we found
It was used in mother’s ruin
Nobody knows
Once the door is closed
Anything can happen
In the quiet of an afternoon
Playing games
With bygones
There is little future
In digression
The present slips away
Before it is even here
Only the past remains
To haunt us
Once the door is closed
The world is nought
But make-believe
When all your truths
Were yesterday
With nothing left to do
But wait until tomorrow.