September 29, 2019Missive

‘You would have liked it’

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‘You would have liked it’

He said aloud

Into the empty room

The heat of the television

Slowly dissipating

Switched off now

As soft jazz filtered through

From the Bose deck

In the music room

He abhors silence

At dinner,

It rings in his ears

Leaving him dizzy

On the verge of tears

He fears falling

He would never

Touch the sides

He misses love so much

Even though he knows

He was lucky

To have had any at all

Happiness is a rarity

Too much is a sign

Of something wrong

He laughs out loud

At the thought

Of happy clappers

And Hitler’s Nazi

Rappers

A little pragmatism

Is a good thing

In the long run

They were best friends

He and she

It is the little things

He misses

The shared experience

Respecting her opinion

Asking how she felt

In herself,

About the world

It always mattered

How she was

What she thought

Of the big things

Of course there was the kiss

What bliss

But it was her presence

Side by side

In comfortable silence

Her head on his shoulder

Knowing she was there

To turn to

For the little things

The shared experience

He would

Always miss

This…