So much grey,
So much grey,
A winter wash.
No sharp contrast
To speak of,
The bright light
Of a pristine sky
Hidden behind
Heaving,
Snow laden clouds.
A wet mist
Creeps under the skin,
Softening the bones
And turning
Muscles into jelly.
No place for old men,
With little
In the way
Of independent means,
Standing alone,
All night,
In the darkness
Of an empty room.
Dirty old glass
Rattling in the window frame,
Complaining of the cold.
In conversation
With the grumbles and groans
Of crumbling walls,
And tired old tiles,
Slipping and sliding,
Falling on hard times.
For too long now,
Standing in shadow
Behind sad, drab curtains,
Stained by age and too many
Restless nights.
He can still remember
How they used to look.
When he put them up,
As she looked on,
So many years ago.
In those bright days,
When he waited for morning
With a smile,
And not a grimace
As the pain
Of remembering
Yesterday’s summer,
Steals the colour
Of the day away,
Before it even begins.