What of disappointment,
What of disappointment,
How does it fair
Has it a home
With you.
Do you welcome it in,
Let it push its feet
Under the table,
Do you give it house room,
Let it sleep in the best bed
The one at the front
With a view across the bay
An outlook to die for
So it said,
In the brochure,
Before you gave it away,
As if it were yours
To give,
Without even a fight.
Do you now,
Live in its shadow,
Tend its every need,
Worship at its feet,
Wish it was in its grave,
Along with you,
And the failures,
As well as the successful,
The happily content.
The malcontents and miscreants,
The quiet and noisy,
The pious
And greedy.
Those who snuffle
For truffles
And live in the trough,
With heads in nosebags
Stuffed full of seed,
Who you secretly admire
For having the nerve
To go for what they want
Instead of settling
For less than they find.
Do you wear it
Like a vestment.
A papal gift.
And carry it wherever
It wants to go.
Does it bend your back
With the effort
Do you wear it like a glove.
Does it slip over your
Head in a jaunty fashion,
A broken tiara,
A barbed wire crown,
Worn more out of habit
Than demand.
As you run out
Of strength
Do you struggle
With the notion
To cast it off.
Or is acceptance still
For you
The best option,
As fresh faced expectation
Took its leave
Many years ago.